Tuesday, May 17, 2011

bichitro o boichitro

tulonar maap-kathi nei amar kache, tobu jotobar dekhechi mugdho hoye protibar ak vinno roopkothay veshe beriyeche mon. ojana odvut nesha kukre kukre kheyeche amay. parlam na, just parlam na aral theke uki marte. dhora dilam ojana srote. vashay bornona korte kheyechi himshim, hajar kothay-e tobu furalo na.

"jogot-er majhe koto bichitro tumi he
tumi bichitro roopini.
ajuto aloke jholsicho neel gagone,
aakul puloke ulosicho foolkanone,
dulokbhuloke bilosicho cholchorone,
tumi chancholgamini.
mukhor nupur bajiche sudur akashe,
alokgondho uriche mondo batashe,
modhur nritte nikhil chitte bikashe
koto monjul ragini.
koto na borne koto na swarne gothito,
koto j chonde koto sangeete rotito,
koto na gronthe koto na konthe pothito,
tobo oshonkho kahini.
jogot-er majhe koto bichitro tumi he
 

tumi bichitro roopini."
- rabindranath tagore

Sunday, May 15, 2011

hya, ami subidhe-badi

school-e jabar age barite akta hulusthul bedhe jay. somoy-er ovab-ta porikkhar shes minuter moto uttejona shrishti kore. thik ei somoy-e ami nijeke subidhe-badi kore feli. dress korte hobe abar du-mutho kheyeo jete hobe, sathe abar mosto boro akkhana bag-e boi bhore niye jete hobe. onek kaaj, abar somoy onek kom. upay?? chotpot kore haat chalano. kintu ami j superman noi! orthyat amar sahajjo dorkar. maa tai khabarer plate haate niye khaiye dite lege porlo. aar ami haat chaliye onno kaaj gulo shes korte byasto. maa'r ei sahajjer jonno onek subidhe holo. othocho nijer somoy gyaan-er okkhomota na hole ami nijei nijer haat-e khete partam shanto vabe. ei porbo katiye uthe train dhorte dourate laglam. obosheshe platform pouche dekhi ticket-er lomba line. ghorir kaata bolche train er somoy hoyeche. kintu bharotiyo train bole kotha, right time-e ashar obvesh nei. tai haate minute paach-ek somoy ache. kintu badh sedheche ei lomba line jeta kina paaach minute-eo shes hobe na. edike ei train ta miss korle first class miss. kopale tahole shoni'r nrittyo fhute uthbe. akhon upay?? chotpot kore ticket ta katte hobe. ke amake sahajjer haat bariye debe? ak mohashoy k binoyee suur-e o gobechara mukh niye khub nomro vabe bollam 'amar ticket ta ektu kete deben? ei train ta na pele amar class ta miss hoye jabe.' sathe sathe tikhno jobab 'age aste paro na?' abar ami binoyee suur-e boli 'etai last aar hobe na'. obosheshe ticket katao holo aar train tao dhora gelo. bhodrolok ticket ta kete diye amar subidhe kore dilen. othocho bari theke age beriye porle khub onayashe ticket kata jeto. nije bhul kore subidhe khoja akta reyaj hoye geche. bus e uthechi, conductor k khuchro paisa diye gontobbo sthan er naam bollam. conductor mohashoy bolilen 'ak taka kom ache'. ami nirupay, pocket-e j oi kotai khuchro chilo. tahole akhon upay? vabchi conductor mohashoy ki amay sahajjo korbe? shahos niye boli 'aar to nei. ticket ta lagbe na tahole'. conductor tu shobdoti korilo na, tar karon oi taka-ta tar nijer pocket e joma porlo. nije shothik taka na diye punoray er moto subidhe khujlam. professor er class onek bunk diyechi. ki korbo. 'bondhu' bole j akta kotha ache setar dikeo to takate hoy! noile aka pore jabo j. ta shei bondhu der sathe adda dite gele koyekta class bunk marteo hoy. kintu bochor sheshe dekhchi amar sudhumatro oi ekti sir er attendance akdom tim tim kore jolche. nive gele bipod, ondhokar hoye jabe j! tai guti guti paye pouchulam professor er ghore. onek kaan mola onek ojuhaat aro onek onek guul deowa, modda kotha sir k impress kore amar attendance ta bariye neowa. sir er theke ei samanno sahajjo. r tai nije class na kore subidhe khujchi.
hya ami subidhe-badi. aar paach joner moto lukiye lukiye subidhe niye pore chitkar kore gola fatiye bolte parbo na 'subidhe-badi murdabaad'. subidhe-badi kake bole? manush nijer protikul poristhitite nijer obosthan k unnoti korar jonne sujog o subidhe khoj-e. ei sokol manush optimistic hoye thake, j kono poristhitite tara harte ghrina bodh kore, ebong tader vabnay thake joy. tader kankhito lokkho sofol koratai tader udessho. amra keu superman noi, tai amader khomotar shima tao khudro. vul amra korboi karon amra keu perfect noi. bastob jogot-e amra sobai subidhe khuji, shei subidhe khojar poth hoyto alada kintu amra sokole vinno pothei choli. obossho eta mone rakhte hobe amader lokkhe pouchano te jeno onnora atonkito na hoye pore. onnoder durmush kore nijer labh bichar korata atonko-badi te porinoto hobe.
poschim bonge ke ashlo aar k gelo tate ami least interested. tobe jehetu bongo sontan tai adda ta miss korte parina. aar adda-y ei bongo voter folafol niye shorgol tao fhyala jay na. tai oi addar thek-e ei torko valo lage. er beshi kichu noy. ami subidhe-badi, j rong er dol subidhe debe ami takei to support korbo. ohe vaya, kal theke apnar barite jol asha bondho hole apni rege jaben na? apni complaint lodge korben na? erokom cholte thakle apni fed up hoben na? apni apnar locality'r mayor er poriborton chaiben na?
bamfront hereche mane akhon theke opposition party ta besh jomati bhalo holo ei boktita jara dichhen tara bodhoy doodher shwad ghole metachhen. aar jara banglar shadhinota hoyeche bole chitkar korchen tara hoyto vule jachhen shadhinota achieve korte gele rule-e pore thakle cholbe na,badhon mukto hote hobe,vul korte hobe. in short, khachar vetor lomfho jhompo korlei shadhin howa jay na. jongole e beriye porun tarpor 'halum' korun.